Okay, so... I've got Daniel... I absolutly adore him... but I really am starting to think I like somebody else now... Name's shall not be mentioned... Therefore you can already see my prediciment... It quite the mix up of feelings... Would you agree.? Okay back now, So this new boy... is a really big crush of mine... but I don't think he knows me as more than a stupid grade.8, Eh? Considering he's older than me... But he really is such a pritty boy... I half-assed wish he knew what I think of him... but our friendship is still new... I hardly even know the child... But Gawd... I really like him... I think he may know too, it is quite obvious. But I can't help it...
It's like... Being in an extremly big forest in the middle of the night, Drunk... You trip, fall, stumble and curse... But no matter how much ou try you can't get out because your vision is blurry and all you see is black...
So... what do I do...? It's hard to not tell Dan... but this new guy doesn't even know how I feel. I feel like I'm dying! I never worry this much... Lately I'm living on coffee... I can't sleep anymore... If hurts me now... Will it hurt more if I do something... or if i don't...? I musn't wreak our still new friendship but I can't break Dan's heart... I love him... but I love ______ to... I guess I won't know for awhile...?