Sunday, December 19, 2004

Gar... I'm a faggit.


Well Jenni + Daniel = No longer... I can't say i'm happy... i can't say i'm sad... it sucks... But eventually it was going to happen obviously. It's hard to believe anybody ties down at our age...? Khrystyne and Aj are together. I really wish i had what they currently have... They care, love, share, cuddle and ofcourse sex. But the sex means something. it really is a beautiful thing. they really do have it all... Blah emotional train wreck of a life... DIE DIE DIE!.

8 Days Till Jenni's Brithday!!! I actually will be doing something this year. which is great! I love Khrystyne! she is my happiness... some how. it is love... haha.

I find it hard to believe alot of my feelings right now.
"I walk a lonely road, the only one that i have ever known, don't know where it goes, but it's only me, and i walk alone."

Everything's complicated. I don't know what i know exactly. emotions run high. therefore i run and hide. i really do hate hiding a love for a person, from them, but i think i need to. unless they feel the same, and right now i'm thinking that this person does not. due to the fact, i do not know the lovely boy well...

so in fucking conclusion. I'm a dumbass, Nanaimo it a hicktown, Die, And Fuck Everyone *Grins*

I love life.. in an un-loving way.
Greenaway


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